After convincing myself yesterday would be a better day, I gave in to the urge and binged massively late last night.
Was drunk as well so not sure how well I purged.
Plus I weighed myself at my Mum and Dad's yesterday and I've put on a stone over the last few months. I had been doing so well! Was nearly at target weight then I got all happy and relaxed - fucking idiot.
So not feeling very chirpy today. But have a plan...
Will tell the boy a but more about my eating issues, may admit to the nightly binges, maybe. And off to join the gym this afternoon. I want to be thin enough for people to question my sanity by August.
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