what the fuck am i doing with myself.
i'm in rehab at great expense, drinking, bingeing and twatting my head/knuckles against walls when i feel shit.
i want to get out of here so i can re-examine my life at a healthier distance. buti'm bloody terrified of leaving as i don't know what i'll do to myself. I feel like all my adult knowledge and defences have been stripped away and i'm left eith my immature emotions in an adult body and world. in short, i feel like i'm fucked whatever way i turn.
About Me
- Lovely Bones x
- I am a 24 year old female living in London. I've created this blog because I've had eating disorders for a few years, and have been self harming for over 10 years. Am hoping this could become a less destructive outlet for my troubled and sad little soul! I live with my boyfriend whom I have been with for 2 and a half years. I have lots of friends and am close to my parents and brothers. Just need to get the desire to lose a ridiculous amount of weight and drown myself in my own blood out of my system and then life will be sorted. Thank you for reading.
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